On being busy

I have been busy, I apologize for the lie, I will hopefully update this during the break but like most things in life, I donno,

I am still sick..... been throwing up on and off for two weeks.. something is wrong with me..


anyways, will keep posted I hope
-G

Funny thing happened this week

So, I decided after a few months of not talking at all to try and catch up to my "Former" Best Friend and etc, no response, sigh some people just cant grow over the pain to just catch up with someone I truly had a blast with, life truly does suck in that respect, the one where you just dont even care anymore and you just keep on trying to move on, its life yeah I know but whatever.

When you are with someone for a long period of time and have a semi-decent break up, at least be able to say hi or grow some balls to do it, I mean, its not like I am going to fly down there and get my heart taken again, its just not how it works in my life. I am up here to stay, to enjoy my life by my own rules and by my own mind..

Its also disturbing that everything in my life is changing right now, I can feel myself grow older with every passing day, I feel like I am getting more and more closer to the end with every breath I take, I dont know what this means exactly, But I am sure eventually I will be able to find out

Moved my computer into my room this week, its nice but lying on the floor to be able to type this is a little too much even in my mind, hell now my room is looking more like a dorm excpet with memories of my past, memories that have been haunting me more and more as of late..

Anyways, you know my email if you want talk about your own problems with your pass and we can talk it out, you should never take it out on yourself :) You always got me here! at least if I am here

scarygaryp@gmail.com

Enjoy Life, see you some time this week

-Gary

Please Allow me to Re-Introduce Myself

To be added...

Post 1.5 Update for monday

Expect a pretty long post, have been thinking about it the past few days, Some good things some bad things but hey, that's how life goes for the crazy boy!

Post 1: Monday, First week of classes, Madness

OH THE MADNESS!!,

Thinking about the past still, working on my classes for my computer networking tech major, so I can get an It job then go into Computer Science :)


Anyways I had to go in like 5 hours early, and the parking lot was of course full and it was just general madness, makes me wonder why we are human this way,

anyways thats all I can think of right now, will probably post a few more parts tommorow,

Right now life like it always has been, is in question, what I do next, Who Knows

We will all have to find out,

Take care guys and good luck

-G

Whats coming up?

Weekly reports of how school is going , was thinking at work, most people do not understand the crazy life of someone my age, coming back from a severe and horrible times in college to where I am now, should get interesting

Will start posting these every sunday or monday, have not decided yet

Stay tuned -G

Life going 100mph without thinking

Work is consuming me slowly, all I am doing is working and sleeping, with no time for life in any direction, is this what most humans have to deal with? if it is, totally pathetic, there was a time where we all had to hunt and do stuff and have great adventures, now that we have seen it all, life is just boring, was is the point for our existence, but who cares about that line of thought, it is our lives we are talking about

Andrew walker, was tons of fun to hang out with, even if I lost a huge majority of my frolf disks that day, no big deal, I will just get some more...

Work, like the past few days, has been super busy, its kind of sad in a sense, no time to catch my breath, but I guess that was this summers plans for myself, just keep moving and moving and pushing myself to my own very limits of existance, hope it can last a little bit longer, because I think life is going to become amazing very very soon


Life keeps rolling on, but where am i?

-G

July, Getting school together, figuring out what is next

Finally got out of my academic probation, what a mess that whole month where this happened was, thank goodness that is far behind me now. As of now, I am in a position that looks a lot more clearer and more safe to travel instead of not knowing what is going to happen next...


Anyways, Finished my civ 4 thingy today, felt real good about it, might post it on here just incase i ever lose it... who knows

Going to go to Tiffany's house tomorrow, will see how that goes.

Andrew Walker is planning on hanging out with me tomorrow, should be fun

-G

The Sarah B after effect

To be added, writing up now

What you have to understand is after her, things got very interesting,

When someone just drops you like you don't even exist, like the past few months with them were just a useless waste of time, it hurts, It hurts alot. especially when everyone family wise was happy, its time to move on though for the future........

Lets see where my life takes me now

Blog updates

WTF IS GOING ON, after many demands I was forced to update my blog so here you go,

What is happening right now:

Finally declaring my major to something in the computer field
I have a job as a barista in the Starbucks at Fred Meyers, its pretty awesome
And I am just enjoying life in general, somewhat

There is this lingering problem from my past, and a bit of drama I am feeling but otherwise, everything is ok!

There Happy!

Will update again as my training at my new job continues

I am alive

Just really really busy.. Was trying to set up a more appropriate blog But oh well


Next few months things are going to get interesting in a bad way, when I can I will explain

If your reading this take care