So, I decided after a few months of not talking at all to try and catch up to my "Former" Best Friend and etc, no response, sigh some people just cant grow over the pain to just catch up with someone I truly had a blast with, life truly does suck in that respect, the one where you just dont even care anymore and you just keep on trying to move on, its life yeah I know but whatever.
When you are with someone for a long period of time and have a semi-decent break up, at least be able to say hi or grow some balls to do it, I mean, its not like I am going to fly down there and get my heart taken again, its just not how it works in my life. I am up here to stay, to enjoy my life by my own rules and by my own mind..
Its also disturbing that everything in my life is changing right now, I can feel myself grow older with every passing day, I feel like I am getting more and more closer to the end with every breath I take, I dont know what this means exactly, But I am sure eventually I will be able to find out
Moved my computer into my room this week, its nice but lying on the floor to be able to type this is a little too much even in my mind, hell now my room is looking more like a dorm excpet with memories of my past, memories that have been haunting me more and more as of late..
Anyways, you know my email if you want talk about your own problems with your pass and we can talk it out, you should never take it out on yourself :) You always got me here! at least if I am here
scarygaryp@gmail.com
Enjoy Life, see you some time this week
-Gary
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
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