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Looks like all I ever belived in is gone forever,

All those dreams..

All those memories..

My past is gone,

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When I started this new year, I wanted a fresh start to who I am, What I do in life, and my Attitude Towards others,

Instead I get a year filled with Anger, Hatred, Sadness, Depression,Love, Death, and Failure

What a Year it has already been,

We are just only in the second day of june and Already, I am back to where I was in 7th grade, The wimpy lil boy who had no trust in himself, no belif that he can do anything at all in this world.

All of the things I have hoped and dreamed for this time just seem to be fading away.

Into the dark,

Betrayed by a "Friend" like I betrayed my Best friend, The Irony is amazing

Yet the pain is so real..

-Gary