The Third time is apparently not the charm

This past weekend was one of the best weekends of my life,

Someone was actually interested with me..

Someone actually wanted to hang out and be with me..

Yet in the end, she was not ready for someone like me,

someone who is only going to get in the way.

I guess that's how life works, to be honest..


I really should just stop trying and let things come to me. But I feel like I can not help myself but that's how it works.


What I should be more concerned with now is my future, instead of thinking about the people that can make me happy.

Right now I would rather be sad and moving forward then happy and moving backwards... but that's how life works..

Its crazy, it's unpredictable, and its never the same.


It's a shame that I ruin everything I touch these days, but I guess it is just karma catching up to me for my past mistakes..

Hopefully in time, things will get better, but you never know...

All I know for sure, this is going to be a very long weekend..